Struggling

There are two stories that I've been working on for a while. They are both short stories but they are going to be written as series. 2 different series. The first one actually shouldn't even be that difficult. It's a pretty simple story. 2 characters. It's only a series because it's too long to match up with the length I prefer the shorts to be. I try and keep a short story 3 pgs or less because I feel it makes them easier to read online and there isn't too much detail (this allows the reader imagination to kick in). I'm a little upset with myself for not having finished this one. It's not an issue of writer's block since I no longer believe in that. I think the issue is I'm just not feeling creative when I look at this story and I'm not sure how I want to end it. When I pull this story up on my computer, I literally just stare at it. Not good. But I will write this one b/c I love the concept of the story and I am determined to finish it. I will finish it.

The second series is actually difficult. I can do it but I'm having a hard time wrapping my mind around it. I'm working with 6-8 characters whom I have spent a great deal of time developing. They are very diverse in personality as well as culturally. The concept of the story was easy to come up with but I had to write guidelines to allow it to work and it also helped set up story lines. I have guidelines and characters. I thought that would be the hardest part. But now, I actually have to write this. I have a clear idea for two of the stories. The first will be basic, nothing special. Just giving the reader an idea of how it all works. The second has a clear story and purpose but will have the added difficulty of writing a three-some scene. I've never done it before. I want to have 3-4 stories before I start putting this on the website. I'll also have to create an entirely new section on the website because it won't be able to just be added to the list of Blerotica Stories. I'm going to have to design a new section and that means redesigning the website a little bit. Lots of work but worth it.

Hopefully I can just get these things done without talking myself out of doing it. I know I can do it, I just have to do it. Maybe I need to give myself deadlines.